for some strange reason..
i’m hoping that you’ll come to your senses and realize that i’m the perfect girl for you. if you’re lucky, i’ll respond by saying finally and just run into your arms and kiss you all over. but if you’re not lucky, like maybe a day or year late, i’ll just apologize and tell you that you missed your chance. i love you fool. i always have. and i feel like i always will. i’m not IN love with you, but i still have enough faith in me to hope that there will be something, ANYTHING between us again. there’s just something inside me that won’t fully give you up. it’s already been 6 years. it’s either i’m totally hopeless and obsessed, or my feeling is right. i should just come out with it to you. i’m just afraid that this will all end bad if i do. that’s why i need you to be the one to realize all of this. but idk. i feel like the longer this will take, the less chance of us getting back together. you have to admit that being with me the other day brought back some kind of feeling. or is it just my crazy imagination? our hands fit perfectly together. we just… go. i just hope it’s not too late when you realize this. i guess you have until.. 2012. if i don’t get anything from you by then, then i know we aren’t meant to be. or at least i know that you want nothing to do with being a couple again. i’ll understand. it’s about time i just let it all go right? i can’t have this go into a 7th year. it’s just sad. and i have to go at this 100%. so not only will i let the chances of us go, but i must fully let you go as well. i can no longer be your friend. i must fully get rid of your character out of my book. 79 days left for me to have hope that this will all turn around. that i can finally openly blog about you. 79 days until i can finally either say hello to a new relationship or goodbye to an old one. i hope these days are enough for you to throughly think about something that may not even be in your head. goodluck boy. i hope that with whatever happens, we can both be on good terms in our hearts<3
