i need you to prove to me that you want to stay in my life this upcoming year. i love you fool. i want us to stay close ass friends. but if you can’t prove to me in the next 8 days that you’re worth keeping in my life, i will cut you out. maybe not fully right away, but i’ll slowly let this happen. i don’t want to go another year with you taking me for granted because you know i’ll always be here for you. it doesn’t work that way anymore. you told me that you’re a great person to be around and talk to in person compared to on the phone or through aim. yes, it’s true. but i’m the same way and you don’t see me treating you any differently when we talk on the phone or through aim. so no excuses. i need to see you. i need you to make the effort and drive up here. i’m so tempted to just drive over there and see you, but i’ve been driving over there for 6 months. 1 day won’t hurt you. 1 day to ourselves. or hanging out with my friends. i just need some kind of effort showing that you care. i hope that you can do this for me. for us. for this friendship. i believe in you! i would hate to cut you out of my life especially after all these years.. i love you b, as a friend. i hope you love me just as much<3
