12/24 morning

i don’t know why i changed my relationship status. i read the comments between you and that girl. it broke my heart. i felt like the only way for me to hurt you was like this. lame, i know. but i feel that as long as you think i’m not going to be here for you, you’re going to want me more. i have a really fucked up way of thinking. but if this didn’t make you feel anything, then that means i need to just move on. you don’t care. i want 2012 to come already so i don’t have to ponder if you think about me or anything. i`m still giving you a week. but i’m not sure how successful you’ll be if you think i’m in a relationship. but we’ll see.. ugh. the games i play.