i’m tired. it gets exhausting just thinking about you now. i’m done. i thought that maybe i should hit you up just to say hi and see if things are okay, but i have no real reason to do that at all. i know you have no problem hitting me up first, &you still haven’t even really responded to my last couple texts, so something is up. if this continues, come 2012, you’re gone. you were an amazing memory. but i guess now that memory must stay as that. 4 more days. i’m praying that you’ll care in that time. but a big part of me knows that that’s not going to happen. oh well. maybe now i’ll be appreciated the way i always should have been.
