1/1/12

i finally gave in and texted you wednesday nite (12/28). i just really missed you &couldn’t stand us not talking. i even said that i missed you. you didn’t really respond to that and it bugged me. so i asked if you ever miss me. you said yeah or that you think about me from time to time. you didn’t really tell me what it is you thought about, but i wasn’t going to pry anymore. you said you were going to be in sac on the 1st n that you were going to stop by. we texted a lil bit more til you went to sleep. you ended up calling me in the AMs and we talked for a bit. you even texted me a few times throughout the day. 

it is now 2012. i said if you didn’t make any effort to stay in my life, that i would cut you out. and i’m not talking about giving me music or whatever. i need you to show me that you can be a real friend. but since you said that you would be in sac today, i decided to give you until today to prove yourself to me. but you didn’t really mention sac again so i’m guessing i won’t see you today. and if i don’t… then i’m done. i’m not going another year like this dude. less than 10 hours left to prove yourself to me. i hope this ends on a good note..