i miss you so much that it hurts so bad inside. i feel so.. empty without you. idk how i’m ever going to get over you. this makes me so mad. i keep thinking about you everyday hoping that today will be the day that we will talk again. i look at pictures of you and a big smile comes across my face. it sounds crazy i know, but i don’t wna give up on us. but at this rate, i know i have to. i know you want nothing to do with me. i guess we’re really actually done now. whatever is meant to be, will be right?
but i shouldn’t even be complaining. i told myself that when this year started, i had to give you up. i guess i was caught by surprise because apparently you’ve given me up too. my heart doesn’t know what to feel anymore. it aches. it wants to love someone. it needs love in return. i know i’m suppose to think of all the bad stuff you’ve done, which is honestly a lot more than good, but i can’t keep it in my head long enough. i must REALLY be in love with you. it pains me to know that you’re no longer in love with me, or if you were even in love with me. i hate how i’m so damn attached to you. it makes no sense to me.
