So I just found out that V is official with D. What should that matter to me right? I don’t really even know him like that. We just happen to be really close texting buddies for a week. What did I expect? To get married to him? No. But I did think something was there. I mean, why would you literally text someone nonstop (other than being at work or sleeping) if you didn’t think there was something there? Then again I’m not so sure how guys’ minds work. I was told countless times that he’s just a horndog player and that he wouldn’t be good with me anyways. But a little part of me can’t help but think about what would happen if something did spark between me and him. The way he presented himself in those texts.. Idk. I really hate that we stopped texting. I also hate how I kept texting him nonstop which most likely scared him or made me look like a really big creeper! Oh well. What’s meant to be will be right? I’m just super bothered that out of everyone he could be with, he’s with D! Me and her aren’t super close or anything, but it’s not like I have a chance with him now. I won’t go near him knowing that she was with him. Damn. He’s not even cute. If anything, he just used his player charm on me to get me to feel this way. Either that, or I have fallen yet again for someone that I shouldn’t have. I HATE HOW I FALL SO FAST. It makes no sense. It’s 2011 now! I shouldn’t even be thinking about this right now. I shouldn’t even be thinking about guys in general. Bleh.
OH FCKN WELL….
