JAN 8- No hangover! Yes! Haha. I woke up pretty late that the only thing I could really do this day was shower and go straight to work. OMG! There’s this cutie that I met at work that I totally swoon over! He’s just so damn cute! Hella schoolgirl crushin on him like no other! Eeeeeks! LOL. After work, I agreed to go to a party with BM &La since I technically haven’t seen them since “last year.” When I got home, I talked to my ex B and webcammed with him while I watched The Craigslist Killer. The dude only killed one chick?! WTF?! Haha. I was expecting it to be a serial of murders and whatnot but GUESS NOT! Haha. The webcamming thing didn’t go well since I was “boring” and rude since I didn’t do much. Psh WHATEVER! BM &La picked me up at 11ish and we headed off to downtown. It was super awkward in the car! Likeee, I haven’t seen or talked to them in so long that it felt like we were meeting each other for the first time. BM is still the same, but La was giving me a weird vibe.. Idk. Maybe I’m thinking way into it. We picked up our other friend Z and went downtown. Damn was this party hella packed! Hella awkward too cus I haven’t went to parties like that in so long. I’m so used to seeing hella familiar faces instead of a bunch of strangers smoking and drinking all over the place. BM &La kept leaving me which started to make me regret even going with them. I tried so hard to make it less awkward but then I just gave up. There was a big ass fight that made the cops come around so we decided to bounce. It was still pretty early.. like 2ish-3ish and I said I would be okay if La just dropped me off at home. Bleh. It was a sucky hangout but shit happens yeah?
JAN 9- Did nothing but work and then bum around at home. Gaaah. How pathetic are my days?! I thought my friend JT was going to take me to Fresno to see my bestie but he never hit me up. I really should have hit him up first though but I was conflicted between making money and spending money to go there. I can be so selfish sometimes. Oh well. Next timeee..
JAN 10- I’ve been sleeping at like 5 or 6am which makes me wake up around 1 or 2. BM hit me up and said she was making cinnamon rolls and that I should bring over some vanilla ice cream. My cheap ass actually bought some ice cream and brought it over. It was awkward and quiet in the beginning, but after awhile we started acting like we usually do when we’re around each other. Her cinnamon rolls were pretty bomb and the ice cream made it that much better! After a couple hours we decided we were gonna visit La at her work. Gah! Still awkward! She looked at me &BM all jealous and only really talked to her. Shiet.. idk what’s going on but I hope it doesn’t continue. We made a trip to walmart and spent over an hour just messing around in there. We found these really interesting iron man masks that I really wouldn’t mind wearing! Haha. We went back to BM’s place after and just watched a movie and chilled. I’m so happy that things are back to normal again. Or at least kind of..
JAN 11- BUM BUM BUM around all day watching movies and tv. Yeeeup. This is what I do during break. My fatass really needs to exercise! I shall get up one of these days and just walk around! ONE DAY… :/
JAN 12- Woke up early to get ready to go and volunteer at an event at the hospital where I volunteer at. It was actually pretty chill. I didn’t think I would like it or stay longer than I thought I would. I got there at 11 and was planning on leaving at 2 but stayed til 330. I just had to sit there and tell people to fill out a piece of paper. EASY! When I was done, I went to Target to finish getting my extended Christmas presents for everyone. Geeez. I’m starting to run out of money all because I feel bad for getting such little gifts in the first place. But then I always think of returning because I regret getting it. We’ll see if I even give them these things. Got home and just chilled with my mom. She said we’re gonna go on a Europe tour! Or at least she agreed to it when I brought it up. We’ll see what happens! If we really do go, that HAS to be the motivation for me to lose weight so I can look good in those pictures! Yeee! Haha. But yeah, twas my day.
Sorry tumblr, I’m not keeping up as much as I thought I would. But I’m trying.
